On the bright side:

I no longer have to clean the caked mud out of my car

I can spend time with my family

I have another month to perfect my outfit

I'm saving money on gas

I can spend all of that day watching cartoons instead of primping and driving

I get to see my younger sister in her Catwoman outfit

I won't be wasting my time watching, what I'm told is, a boring play

I don't have to feel bad about not working two fridays in a row

I don't have to worry about driving back from Houston in the middle of the night

Not so bright side:

I feel like crap and can't enjoy my cartoons without wanting to cry and I have to wait another month before I get to see him and wear my dress that I got especially for this visit.

and I can't even be mad at anyone.

this is lame

sorry for the confusion, I needed to vent... this is the only journal I'm fairly certain he doesn't read... and as my dissappointment is not his fault... I would like to avoid guilt-tripping him